{"id":945,"date":"2014-08-01T01:43:00","date_gmt":"2014-08-01T01:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/katrina.effexhost.com\/index.php\/2014\/08\/01\/life-sometimes-you-have-to-live-it\/"},"modified":"2025-01-09T16:31:15","modified_gmt":"2025-01-09T16:31:15","slug":"life-sometimes-you-have-to-live-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/2014\/08\/01\/life-sometimes-you-have-to-live-it\/","title":{"rendered":"Life: Sometimes You Have to Live it"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a style=\"clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\" href=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/img\/b\/R29vZ2xl\/AVvXsEj7DwJ1rgtVUWg8eHuL8z7zZk1hHHXH90CuGmyDsnC-13zGRqd9kjp8ogDOyRDo6pFubW5Zz8P78_6FXWnyexTQvOQ5KYBxhe-WNq9P5eHJDElC2Z-WLIfwNtdYjph4fMxKPcuA3Ux5hd0O\/s1600\/secret-of-happiness-quotes-The-true-secret-of-happiness-lies-in-taking-a-genuine-interest-in-all-the-details-of-daily-life.-William-Morris.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/img\/b\/R29vZ2xl\/AVvXsEj7DwJ1rgtVUWg8eHuL8z7zZk1hHHXH90CuGmyDsnC-13zGRqd9kjp8ogDOyRDo6pFubW5Zz8P78_6FXWnyexTQvOQ5KYBxhe-WNq9P5eHJDElC2Z-WLIfwNtdYjph4fMxKPcuA3Ux5hd0O\/s1600\/secret-of-happiness-quotes-The-true-secret-of-happiness-lies-in-taking-a-genuine-interest-in-all-the-details-of-daily-life.-William-Morris.jpg\" width=\"200\" height=\"200\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<p>It&#8217;s been a long time since I wrote about anything personal here. I bet some of you have noticed that. Others of you may just be used to coming here for book reviews. Tonight though, I write about myself and my life and I hope that you&#8217;ll read it with as much love as you do my other posts.<br \/>\n&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>I love quotes. Even on my worst days, it&#8217;s not uncommon to find me looking for new quotes on a variety of subjects. Tonight, I came across the one posted in the graphic and it made me stop and think about my life and my daily struggles. It was just about 14 months ago that I was diagnosed with Bipolar II disorder. Let me tell you that those words brought the strongest combination of fear and relief that I think I&#8217;ve had since Ben was diagnosed with Cerebral Palsy. \u00a0I finally had a name for what I was going through. With a name, maybe I could find a battle strategy..<\/p>\n<p>Battle..seems like a word that&#8217;s saved for things like cancer, doesn&#8217;t it? I guess I was just gung ho about reclaiming my life from something that had been stealing it from me. It took me nearly a year to come to terms with the fact that it would never go away. There is no cure. It is and always will be a part of my regular life. It&#8217;s taken a year, but slowly I&#8217;m taking back my life.<\/p>\n<p>For the first time in probably about four years, my kitchen is nearly scrubbed back to immaculate. My bathroom and laundry room are both about 15-20 minutes away from company ready. My living room is still cluttered, but I&#8217;m making progress on it. If you remember, hoarding tendencies came along for the ride so the fact that you can easily navigate the downstairs is a huge deal.<\/p>\n<p>Is life perfect? Oh goodness no, but it&#8217;s so much better than it was. I&#8217;ve accepted that daily medication is going to be a part of my life for a long time, if not forever. Yes, there will be time when we have to adjust it and yes, the weight that it&#8217;s helped me to put on will be a fight to get off. However, neither of those things are end of the world things for me anymore. I can accept them, take a deep breath and get back to my life of being a mother, a writer and an editor.<\/p>\n<p>Want to know the best part? I&#8217;m feeling strong enough these days that I&#8217;ve reached out to a friend in the blogging world about getting back into writing. I&#8217;ve also reached out to someone in the comic industry about potentially doing some show travelling this next year. Who knows&#8230;I might even start getting a small income to help us catch up and get ahead again!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/s227.photobucket.com\/albums\/dd163\/kroets\/?action=view&amp;current=Name2.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/i227.photobucket.com\/albums\/dd163\/kroets\/Name2.jpg\" alt=\"Photobucket\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been a long time since I wrote about anything personal here. I bet some of you have noticed that. Others of you may just be used to coming here&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-945","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/945","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=945"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/945\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2340,"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/945\/revisions\/2340"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=945"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=945"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifewithkatie.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=945"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}